(Source: icanread)
What I would give to be pretty :(
Before my operation. I thought to myself. One day, i’ll loose loads of weight. One day, i’ll get rid of my eczema. One day, I might actually look half decent in a bikini. But now its never gonna happen. Yeah I could do those things, but I will still have dents in my face from chicken pocks, I will still have stretch marks and I will still have a scar on my arm from someone that bit me and scars on my stomach from my operation. It’s just come to realization in my brain that I will never be pretty, guess I have to get used to people looking at me and thinking ew. Well that’s my rant over. All you big girls out there, your still beautiful. But all my blemishes (or what ever you want to call them) added together, just makes me want to look at myself and think ew your disgusting. You make this beautiful world look like a shit hole.
Sore throat, sore nose, painful belly button, painful 3 other holes.
That’s what you get for letting a surgeon stab you 4 times and shov tubes down your throat and up your nose :L
im fed up of this place ive only spen 4 days in it but still :L
(Source: aarrenblades)
